andy
I have promised that I would be on your side forever.
the promise will never change,no matter what has happened and what is going to happen.
remember what you have owned is what you deserve,reputations,money and millions of fans who will soupport you forever,because in the past 27 years you have been working so hard.
you needn't say sorry.
everyone has his privacy.actually you needn't tell us everything .I had believed that you were a superman.then I realize you are not and sometimes you have troubles and feel helpless.
but no one here can really help you.
what I can do is just blessing you and do my best to become somebody.
andy ,no one can control everyting.don't be angry with yourself.
all the unhappy things will be gone one day.